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मेरा नादान दिल

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 यूं तो हाल-ए-दिल बयां कभी नही करता हूँ भले ही रोज अकेला जीता हूँ-रोज मरता हूँ चाहे खुद को रोक लूं फिर भी दिल कहाँ रूकता है वो तो बस एकदम-सा निकल पड़ता है बहुत कम लोग होते है ऐसे जिनके सामने दिल खुद-ब-खुद बोल पड़ता है देखो मेरे दिल की नादानी क्या पता इसे,क्या,किसकी कहानी बस अपने ही धुन मे रहता है जो चाहे बोल पड़ता है और फिर रोता है और मै एकटक होकर देखता रह जाता हूँ सिवाय इसके कुछ नही कह पाता हूँ                     दिल आखिर तू क्यों रोता है                     दुनिया मे ऐसा ही होता है|  मेरा दिल मेरे अधीन नही किसी पंछी के भांति पराधीन नही वो उन्मुक्त गगन मे उड़ता है शायद इसीलिए मुँह के बल गिरता है इसे  दुनिया का छल,बल,प्रपंच कहाँ मालूम निहित स्वार्थ मे डूबी दुनिया का रंग कहाँ मालूम अपनो-परायो मे ये फर्क़ कहाँ कर पाता है इसीलिए हरवक्त ठोकर खाता है,पर मैं इसके लिए नही कुछ कर पाता हूँ,बस यही सोचता हूँ:-                     ...
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दीदी

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 दीदी, तुम्हारे जाने के बाद ये घर ,अब घर न रहेगा, पारिजात बिना ये स्वर्ग, अब स्वर्ग न रहेगा| वर्षो से जिस घडी़ को टाल रहे थे कुसुम की अंजुली मे जिसे संभाल रहे थे उसे विदा करने की अब बेला आई है घर की खुशियों पर काली घटा छाई है किंकर्त्वयविमूढता की ऐसी अनुपम स्थिति एक ही वक्त पर सुख-दुःख की समान परिस्थिति देख मेरा चित् विस्मय खाता है रह -रह कर मेरा दिल बैठ जाता है निश्चय ही मेरा जीवन अब वो जीवन न रहेगा दीदी तुम्हारे जाने के बाद ये घर,अब घर न रहेगा पारिजात बिना ये स्वर्ग, अब स्वर्ग न रहेगा|| लगता जैसे  कल की ही तो बात है,मै कितना छोटा था दिल से ही नही, दिमाग से भी खोटा था अकारण ही हर वक्त,हर बात पर जाने क्यूँ तुमसे कभी रूठता तो कभी लड़ लेता था यह सोच -सोच शर्म से गडा़ जा रहा हूँ मैं बेवजह खुद से लडा़ जा रहा हूँ मैं माना, माफी के काबिल नही हूँ मैं पर किसी निर्दोष का कातिल नही हूँ मैं लेकिन क्षमा बिना इस धड़ पर अब सर न रहेगा दीदी तुम्हारे जाने के बाद ये घर,अब घर न रहेगा पारिजात बिना ये स्वर्ग, अब स्वर्ग न रहेगा|| मेरे लिए बचपन तो सिर्फ तुम लोगो का साथ था बाकि  सब तो महज एक आभा...
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BIHAR FLOOD

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BIHAR FLOOD, One of the most happened natural disaster and one of the least noticed natural disaster.  Why this happened? Why we suffer every year? Bihar is not surrounded by sea but why every year BIHARI'S experience living on an Island, why? What are the things which we experience during the flood? What is modern-day, modern way solution? We will try to find out all these answers. Almost every year we experience a flood, especially in NORTH BIHAR  and the reasons are, the poor embankment of river and mismanagement of the natural flow of the river like  KOSI, BUDHI GANDAK ,  GANDAK , MAHANANDA,  BAGMATI . These all rivers originated from Himalaya, enters in Bihar through Nepal, and meet in GANGA . Due to these rivers, Bihar is always more prone to flood from the years. Earlier it was the natural flood. The soil was more fertile because of deposits driven by the rivers, now they are man-made floods.because of the improper management of the embankment we suffer...
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THE PAKKU STORY

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  After reading this title you may think that this is a story of some ripen fruits, some cute animal or bird. You are partially right. this is the story of a big social animal, i.e human beings.  This is a story of one of my college friends who`s nickname is PAKKU(Meaning:-Most PAKKAU person). Generally, it is a trend that a nickname is given by someone of your close friends, relatives, or family members. but in my friend's case, that is not the case. we had conducted a general meeting of our friends and by mutual consent of all of us, we told SUMEL KUMAR that, AAJ SE TERA NAAM PAKKU HAI. And SUMEL KUMAR didn't object to this name. After that general meeting, SUMEL KUMAR became PAKKU for the rest of his college days or From my collegemate's point of view he will be called PAKKU till his last breath. Why were we mutually decided to call him PAKKU? Why SUMEL KUMAR didn't object to that nickname? What are the distinctive features of SUMEL KUMAR that made him PAKKU? We will...
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HAPPY INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY

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                                        "HAPPY INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY". If you think that I have given this heading because I want to wish you this or I am going to share about the history of this epic day celebration, how is it originated? why do we celebrate it? how is it celebrated? Then you are landed at the wrong place dear. " This is basically a betrayed story. This is a story of resentment. This is a story of a conversation with our school friends on a Whatsapp group chat. Our friendship is that much older that sometimes I feel that we are friends from the stone age or before that also, but we had got the certification of this friendship when we entered JAWAHAR NAVODAYA VIDYALAYA in 2007 i.e residential Co-ed school. Where we all friends live together. We have a common mess, common bathroom, common classroom, common uniform. we had never felt any religious issues, any socia...
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WHO IS DAD?

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Baap Kon hai? The title is itself embarrassing.  When we think about father/Dad/papa/pitaji, we have lots of questions that Arises in our head.               " Whi jo maarta hai?, dantata hai? Khi jane se mna krta hai? Kvi sath baith kr gappe nhi ladata ,hmesa kam ki hi batein krta hai? " These are the few questions we think when we imagine our Dad. But luckily the above thought and question don't match with me when I imagine my Dad.   He never ever asked about my marks or grades, He never asked me with whom I hang out, with whom I meet, with whom do I party.  He only asked that do I have money? Are you happy and comfortable wherever you are? He is like a provider. He is like a magician or JIN OF ALLADIN'S CHIRAG who fulfills every desire and wishes.  I have never heard of telling him no to anyone of my brother or sister. The best and inspiring part of my dad is, He chose the dirtiest things to do which I and my younger brother...
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